shakedown

yesterday i came early to camp, the duty clerk was meant to play the radio in the main lobby but flicked the wrong nob and ended up playing it through the horn speakers all over camp and thus i walked into camp to the sounds of the smashing pumpkins. The first light was stealing across the sky and mingling with the dark and 1979 sounded pretty poignant,

" With the headlights pointed at the dawn
We were sure we'd never see an end to it all,..... Double cross the vacant and the bored
They're not sure just what we have in store
Morphine city slippin dues down to see
That we don't even care, as restless as we are
We feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts.......Faster than we thought we'd go, beneath the sound of hope"

that night i sat by the sea with wan ting, we drank and talked. she told me bout canada, well, about her canada. she told me bout her singapore and i told her bout my singapore. got her to burn me the organ and nada surf. was really nice talking to her, didnt feel awkward at all. im prob not gonna see her again for at least three years.

just got told my medical review is up and that im prob gonna be shifted back to a combat vocation after national day.