jacks oblongata

the gig was excellent, thanks everyone fer coming, it was great seeing all of you. i would like to write about all the thinsg that have been happening lately but i dont know where to start. You always end up
exggerating the banal, understating the important, and paying no attention to the poignant. No never quite the way you want it.

Baybeats was somewhat of a disappointment, except for a couple of bands like death of cinema. who can forget the interstellar melancholy gorgeosity of concave scream, my teenage idols. I wasnt really looking at them when they were playing though. the dark water, with stolen reflections of the skyline, the highway and the cars. city hall is my favourite part of singapore. but she can be so sad sometimes.

need to find a bassist and guitarist soon, before we start losing steam.

its become really easy to read people these days, see the words behind the words, the layers of self-deception, the sincerety and lies, the subconscious manipulations, the fragility and secret strength. People have so many stories to tell sometimes i wish i could be them for a day to soak in their experiences, still its hard to view your own life with quite as much objective curiosity.

theres still something missing. something rather big